My Healing Notes

According to the guides (I think I'm starting every post with those words!:) our only task is to rebuild the trust  between us and all of creation. That's all we need to focus on if we are looking to survive and heal. (yes that includes cockroaches and flies:)

Maybe the Sumerians are my guides? I watched Admiral Byrd's diary. Amazing north pole experience - advanced beings, using increasing chaos to change power as it's used today. Maybe that's why the guides feel and look so different yet just like us. Maybe that explains these polar bursts of energy when they communicate better with me. It may even explain why we have two realities at present - the veil is lifting.

Maybe it's the polar vortex but each energy wave is worse. Each brings heat that's internal and burns inside out. Yet the extremities are cold and dry. I saw a rat that was completely burned and desiccated like we're in a desert! Fossilized almost. It was still on it's feet when it fell off the tree. This wierd mummified little body. It's a radiation wave that's dehydrating or displacing water on the cellular level. Today I was dizzy like I haven't been in years. The guides immediately asked me to stop eating mangoes. Irresistible when the season's in.:)

Mass death continues in 2018 then. I was hoping spring should be the turnaround.:( All the kittens have died on the ground level. The kittens born above the 3rd floor survive but they're smaller than average and rarely survive if they come to the ground floor. They come down if their days are numbered to live quite wildly - overexcited, nervous, anxious and finally succumbing to respiratory issues emphysema and gangrenous wounds. It's distemper/type 1 diabetes but I've never seen such a massive number affected before last year. They don't respond to any medication. Homeopathy changes it for the better but the next energy wave wipes out every improvement like it never happened. They grow cold feet up, ravenously hungry but bite not suckle. They're unable to digest meat or milk so the decline is rapid. Their bodies are simply not ready. The mothers begin mating again too soon and the cycle starts over.

I'll write it up tomorrow.

Tapas, Raji's strongest kitten, is the one I probably hurt the most in the end. For over 2 months now the guides have been slowly working their way through two salts of Sodium chloride: pink salt towards new moon and sea salt towards full moon. The inevitable dehydration accompanied the deworm effect taking Siri in the end but the others improved. And now the learning of salts of potassium has begun. I'm beginning to think the guides are Hahnemann and old homeopaths because the learning is from the gross dose to the attenuated. But these guides say they're contemporaries so who knows. Two days ago they suddenly began to eat my head to give Tapas Pottasium chloride, injected subQ. I'd never have caused him so much pain (burning I hear) and I sat up terrified all night that it would euthanize him because it's used as a lethal injection in the U.S, but it seemed to make so much of his breathing difficulty go away. I used it concentrated and all wrong (the only form...

I'm not sure if it's because we wear rubber soles or because this is how it's meant to be but, when I'm healing and mediating in this vajrasana pose, I'm drawing energy from my ankle bones that zips through until the heart and out of the hands. So different from what is usually believed about earth energy and feet!

Entrenched fear seems to be characteristic of the glaucoma kittens. All of them die of a combination of respiratory and eye issues. It's still distemper and that's still type 1diabetes but the form is different.

This blog is dying for attention.:) I've got to try harder to keep up. The guides are slow and confusing. For now it's just a remedy now and then with what feels like no rhyme or reason, but the animals get better. Salt in milk is mainly what they want me to do. Sea salt towards full moon and pink salt towards new moon.

From New Moon to Full Moon the direction is towards the moon and the reverse from Full Moon on. I wonder why we have to turn around while meditating ... It's always relative to the moon though, not the sun.

For some reason my blogger app refuses to let me post them.:(

A single drop of citronella in oil on the fontanelle (the pulse point in the skull crack) for me and on the forehead point for dogs and cats. At the last quarter moon like today.